*Journey*

Of years ago, 

When once forgo,

Our love let go,

Shame on ego.

Yet I stood unrelenting, 

To you I keep sending,

Occasions of my fainting, 

Yet I keep mending. 

In time you opened your heart,

With that unlocks my art,

I'm glad we did start,

With one of beauty and smart.

You deny your comeliness, 

Yet I say "Goodness!"

Beauty beyond any goddess, 

Deserving of my loving caress.

Now we stand,

Together till the end,

Together on this land,

All trials we'll rend. 

You have no clue, 

How you've rid my blue,

I'll never bid adieu, 

For I love you.

28th December - The Birth-date of my beloved Asheila, but also known as the day we got together 'officially', per say. And today's the day that I believe deserves an entry in this dusty underused blog.


Time really flies. We've been together for a year now. Didn't even feel it. Well, here's an ode to her.

Of many days stated,

Today's one of sacred,

Of two hearts being sated,

After an annual of dated,

Today's an auspicious day,

To celebrate passing of dismay,

To strive for all but fray,

To say to you - Happy Birthday!

A year we've built our love,

Whilst slowly building our cove,

Here's a wish for luck to clove -

As to all ordeals we shove.

I toast for our future,

All wounds we'll suture,

Nur Asheila - I'll never disparage,

Till time ends beyond our marriage.

I love you.

To Us.

And earlier was our convocation ceremony... To think that we'd known each other since foundation, and now we're graduating together. Its been bumpy and smooth fused, yet finally I'm here with you.

I love you Nur Asheila. You light up my life.

Here's to the future, ours - That is.

The title is weird isn't it? Well that's cause only she knows what it means.

I haven't been here in a while. Been too happy living by her side. Keep forgetting the need to be here. So I decided to write something up for us.

We are one,
Not for fun,
Not to run,
But for none.

Heart bayer,
Mind flayer,
Love payer,
Second player.

Need not for a reflection,
You are my full faction,
For my rise of action,
In our love's erection.

Nary swayed by bees,
They have no keys,
My eye all sees,
Now to you all decrees.

Don't worry bubumon. I'll love you till you get sick of me. Even if you do I'd still love you.

"I used to always think about her, knowing that I super duper like  love her now."

4 years. That's how long it took. You just show up and disappear as you wished. But I never gave up. Because I knew there was something in you that I couldn't slip off my mind. You kept asking me why.

"Why me?"
"How did I get you?"

I don't really know that my dear.
But I do know I have had feelings for you for ages.
No matter how you changed, you're still that same girl that said "Hi" to me that night - That last night of orientation for PASUM.
That same girl who captivated me with her beautiful, unmatched smile.

You might say you're not as pretty as you were.
But I still see that same lady.

5 years ago I said something at the cafeteria before the mid year test.

"I want to be the one to take care of you,"

You smiled.

We walked. We talked.

But fate pulled us separately for years.
Even then, I always remembered what I said my dear.

Have you ever wondered why I've always been around no matter if you disappear or return for a few days and disappear again?

I knew I wanted to try to win your heart with every gap I had, no matter how short.

But I did say I'd take care of you. And from the shadows, I tried my best. Not directly as I couldn't.
But I've always cared for you. Whenever you come to me with problems to tell back then, I listened to every word.

...Because that was how I show how much I care for you.
I could not have the opportunity to care for you directly.
Hence, what could be done was to make sure you were doing fine.

...Such is the truth.

But now, we're together and finally, I can take care of you as how I will. As how I imagined.
As how I wished. As your lover. As your guardian.

We've come a long way.
What is left to say;

Is that I love you, Nur Asheila, my true angel.

This is not about what a poet writes,
Nor about what a poet cites;

Henceforth our memories,
To tell others of our stories.

*Return*

Though for a moment I did burn,

Though I feared you wouldn't turn,

To my joy you did return,

The only one I yearn;

Thank you for making that turn,

And your trust did slowly earn,

Though at times you prove stern,

Timeless did you allow me to learn.

You are my utter concern,

Nur Asheila - Shall your heart I govern?

*Nightingale*

As we stroll the night,

Under the moonlight,

Yet, something shines so bright,

And from you lies that sight.

As we stroll at night,

All my weariness turns to might,

You turn all wrongs to right,

To erase my heart of all blight.

So let me treat you right,

Nur Asheila - Let me be your knight.

*Gamer's Soul*

Years of gaming and none of love,

Of others I do nothing but shove,

Then came you from the one above,

Nur Asheila - My only ladylove.

I thank you for your showering care,

To have ridden me of a dark mare,

Need not I games to stare;

But only your eyes to glare.

For you here I dare,

For you I lay my heart bare.

*Fulfillment*

For what used to fulfill me was food,

All that I have to prevent me from the brood,

You came to lift my mood,

And to make me full was your love ensued.

Meals are not same if you I exclude,

From solidarity now I elude,

My mind no longer skewed,

My heart now renewed.

To you I my utmost gratitude,

Nur Asheila - To shower me with beatitude.

*Towers*

.

I'd stand to be your tower,

As you've granted me power,

I will not cower,

For I will shield our bower.

You need not think of dower,

We shall be each other's grower,

Though you've been my soul's glower;

My sorrows gone down belower;

Though you're but a single flower,

I thank you for all the love you shower.

 *Togetherness*

For now we are together,

With my loved once to gather,

Need not I become an actor,

Nor need I be filled with anger.

 I need none if anyone after,

For you are my heart's anchor,

For you are my soul's author,

For you are my mind's armour.

I vow this now - As long as we are together,

Then together - We will strive for the better.

*Journey*

To have stood by me,

Where I'd be you'd be,

Even if I'd cross the sea,

We'd still be we,

Though I place no decree,

You do not flee,

Yet you simply agree,

 To hold me with nary my need to plea.

Though we'd stop a minute for I'd be on my knee...

Asking you that if you would marry me?

 ~Yat

~For Nur Asheila

~Beloved One and Only

So she's currently not around.
I kinda really really miss her.
Sitting in the car to Port Dickson for work.
Though I know I'm doubted once in awhile.
But trust me my dear.
I know what I have to do.


*Miss*

To the one that I miss,
Can you remember our first kiss?
On the night that grew so bliss,
I count the days you're titled 'miss'.

Please do stay,
Listen to what I say,
For you I'd continue to pray,
For the coming of the blessed ray.

I wish that our period lasts,
And pour all love's blasts,
And remove all history's casts,
Nur Asheila, forever of all that lasts.

I love you.

-Valk-